I Couldn't Understand You

Sorry. I'm so sorry. I couldn't understand you.







I couldn't understand because.. First,
-I still childish,
-I don't know how loving someone
-you don't gave me more time.

I know it's my mistake. And I know you still fed up with me. But, come on , give me more time! Give me longer time! I'll prove to you if I can understand you. I know you have boyfriend now. But, I will always waiting you until your relationship ends! Maybe this look so cruel. I just want to prove to you that I can. I don't want you don't believe me.

I just wanna prove to you. And thank you, you had believed me :)
I'll show it soon. Wait me :)

Jar Of Hearts

No, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus]

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Get Well Now Ya

Belum lama ini aku dikagetkan dengan berita yang memukul diriku. Jadi saat itu, pagi itu, aku berdebat dengan ibu. Aku berdebat karena hal konyol. Ternyata perdebatan itu membuat Tuhan mempunyai rencana untuk aku dan keluarga. Someone who teach me until be mature, had an accident. Yeah, my dad. My father take my sister to the school. When my father turned, suddenly, someone ride the motorcycle fast hit my father. His ankle bruised. Oh my God. And my sister had some injuries. God, forgive me please.. I don't want an accident comes again. And for my dad, get well soon now ya :) I know you can stay!

Teenage Dream

You think I'm pretty
Without any makeup on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punchline wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was alright but things
Were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my Valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

I'm a get your heart racing
In my skin tights jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

Yoooouuu
You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back
No

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

I'm a get your heart racing
In my skin tights jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight)

The One That Got Away

Summer after high school when
we first met
We'd make out in your Mustang
to Radiohead
And on my 18th birthday
We got matching tattoos
Used to steal your parents' liquor and
climb to the roof
Talk about our future like we had
a clue
Never planned that one day
I'd be losing you

(Chorus)
In another life, I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises, be us
against the world
In another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the
one that got away
The one that got away

I was June and you were my
Johnny Cash
Never one without the other,
we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you
I put those records on
Someone said you had your
tattoo removed
Saw you downtown, singing the blues
It's time to face the music
I'm no longer your muse

(Chorus)

The one
The one
The one
The one that got away

All this money can't buy me
a time machine, no
Can't replace you with a
million rings, no
I should have told you what you
meant to me, whoa
'Cause now I pay the price

(Chorus)

The one (the one) x3

In another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the
one that got away
The one that got away

Keluarkan Aku Dari Kekacauan Ini

Tuhan memang adil, Dia memberikan balasan yang setimpal. Kali ini, aku mendapatkan balasan yang setimpal dari apa yang aku lakukan selama ini dari-Nya. Tuhan tidak peduli mana orang yang akan diberi balasan oleh-Nya. Dimata-Nya semuanya sama. Sama-sama hina (kecuali yang tidak). Dan aku termasuk salah satu orang yang hina. Di dunia ini, aku telah melakukan banyak hal. Dari hal yang mulia sampai hal yang tidak pantas untuk dilakukan. Hal mulia yang pernah aku lakukan tidak sebanding dengan hal-hal yang tidak pantas. Kebanyakan hal yang tidak pantas yang aku lakukan. Entah mengapa aku melakukannya. Aku benar-benar bodoh! Apa yang aku lakukan tidak seharusnya aku lakukan. Tapi, apa yang seharusnya aku lakukan malah aku tinggalkan. Aku sangat bodoh! Tapi, aku berusaha untuk keluar dari semua kekacauan yang telah ku perbuat. Hampir setiap saat aku mencoba, dan tidak ada hasil. Semuanya percuma. "tidak ada kata 'percuma' untuk orang yang benar-benar ingin" kata seseorang yang muncul di otakku sesaat. Ini benar-benar aneh. Mungkin Tuhan membantuku untuk bisa. Aku yakin, Tuhan pasti akan membantu Hamba-Nya. Dan aku yakin, pasti Tuhan akan membantuku! Tuhan memang adil, membantu jika yang dibantu berusaha. Dan tidak akan membantu jika yang dibantu tidak berusaha. Kali ini aku akan berusaha untuk membuat Tuhan membantuku. 
Tuhan, ku mohon, bantu aku keluar dari semua kekacauan yang telah ku buat. Thanks God..

Tuhan, Kuatkan Aku

Ya Allah, ku mohon, Kau kuatkan aku. Kuatkan aku akan semua ini, aku tidak bisa menahan semua ini. Seakan Kau beri ku cobaan yang begitu berlebihan. Aku tak bisa menahan semua ini ya Rob.. Beri aku rasa dan kesadaran ya Allah. Bantulah hamba-Mu yang lemah ini ya Allah. Berikan kemudahan kepada hamba-Mu yang tidak bisa lepas dari masa lalu ya Allah. Sadarkan aku bahwa itu hanya masa laluku ya Allah. . . Ya Allah ya Tuhanku, aku tau Kau pasti membantu hamba-Mu yang lemah ini.. Pasti Kau memberi jalan keluar untukku. Pasti Kau memberi yang terbaik kepada hamba-Mu. Ya Allah, biarkan aku tetap pada lindungan-Mu. Amin ya robbal 'alamiin.